Ground hog day

I live in Hawaii yet it feels I am on vacation all the time. I keep thinking reality will check in and I really have to do something with my life. But maybe this is my my life. Did I earn it, I don't know? Riding my bike, surfing, stand up paddling, yard work, shopping, driving Sugar around, sitting in the patio, sitting in the pond and going to the beach. So, what is the meaning of life? Is life a Beach! I drink a lot, and it makes me feel good for the moment. Tried to figure what I do with my hours and it feels like I am busy, but busy doing what? Life feels good for the moment, and yet I feel the hammer will fall some day. Drinking and blogging might not be the best thing. Oh well, whatever.