The Chill

The chill has started. Inside temperature at 69. Wearing a jacket and cap. Broke down and turned on heat.

September 18,2024

 There is something you must always remember

You are braver than you believe.

Stronger than you seem. 

And 

Smarter than you think.

A.A. Milne

Forever Autumn

Pool observation

Brother to sister. “Molly, I’ll save you from drowning. 7 year old to 5 year old. The life guard is not on deck yet

Getting out

Went to Pool just to get out and about. I was still testing positive yesterday, a little disappointing.

One week

Still positive after a week

Still Positive

It’s Sunday and I’m still testing positive. That kinda sucks.

COVID Again

I actually feel sadder than I do sick at this moment, I’m here in San Diego and have covid. Arrived on Sunday, went to La Jolla beach Monday, zoo on Tuesday and sick on Wednesday. I find myself weeping. I miss being with my family. I’ll never get to see Downtown San Diego, Coronado beach and L and L . I spoke to soon I ache and have chills. Can barely think.



New Year 2024 same old me

I tell myself I am searching for something. But more and more, it feels like I am wandering, waiting for something to happen to me, something that will change everything, something that my whole life has been leading up to. In my heart, I know that this is not true. Life is not leading up to anything, nor are we headed anywhere in particular. We are just wandering, circling around each other, we are all, in the end, just walking each other home. ~Khaled Hosseini

Life

 Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and being alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning.

I Just Need a Break!

 Somebody just needs to cut me some slack and say, "You are an interesting story".